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Thursday, January 13, 2005

12:34PM - im going insane


So i have been at home since Tuesday with Broncitis and it totaly sucks. I havent been able to do anything and all that work backstage grr i miss it so much. Mom is going to keep me home again tomorrow despite my wishes to go so i can work pon stuff backstage.

Before I got sick Jen Jon and I were just laughin and hangin around and Jen told us how Ashley M. said that rachel has lost like a 100 pounds and that she turned modle pretty and she said it was soo good that she did. Then i was thinking many people especially when they're talking about their friends Jazz things up a little or a whole lot!!! But whatever. We watched the stepford wives that night to and was that movie screwed up. Trust me it was far far far away from being normal! Jen thought Joe was going to like it in the beining but turns out that movie was so far out there nothing could bring it back. Well i have to go and take some crappy medicine but ill write soon. TTYL

Current mood: sick

Monday, December 6, 2004

12:22PM - happy times

I was accepted to Villa Maria college today for Photography. It is the only college ive heard from so far but i hear they have a top photography program and plus i can start to get my teaching degree there. Happy doesnt explain how i feel.

Current mood: jubilant

Wednesday, December 1, 2004

3:55PM - so ive been in hiding

So the reason i havent updated lalty was because i was using another lj name which i will keep using to write what i think of ppl and personal crap that my friends will only have. Today was rather dull day, school was blah and independent study was fun. I finally saw Fallon and told her that Jon and I are getting married and looking to get out on our own, and she was excited and happy for us both. OMG Sam I am is getting marriend June 20,2006 only 1 month and 6 days after me. I cant wait im getting really excited, shopping is going on which is great. Jon and I are looking into getting a family plan at T mobile. Lots going on. Well must go write in my other lj.

Current mood: crazy

Thursday, October 14, 2004

1:17PM - ive grown outta this name

i have changed my name so all my friends i will post give it to you so u dont loose me.

Current mood: pleased

Thursday, October 7, 2004


ok so ive been on a quiz fix latly and this is the last one promise
You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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Current mood: excited

Wednesday, October 6, 2004


Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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How cool is that i love the water and i definatly love swimming SWIMMERS ROCK

Current mood: calm


Well the cruise thing might not happen sad story i kno it was way expensive the one we wanted to take but we might wait and go to the Beach in NC this summer when my aunt movs back to the states. Oh the poor boy he has no clue what life we be like when Aunt Ella comes back. Course it will be more fun for me cuz i havent seen her in soooooo long and i wanna spend time with her b4 i get married cuz taking random trips will just not be possible. Well i have to go I wanna read some more in the book im borrowing from Mr. Burke its called Fire its not half bad but im only on page 12 i think or something like that. Oh by the way Meg i have narrowed the the wedding dresses and brides maids gownes down to like 2 or 3 so u will have to choose your favorite out of them. Well ttyl.

Current mood: chipper

Tuesday, October 5, 2004


ahh finally i can write. I have a new keyboard finally so i can type without having 50 extra letters. Plus i feel a little bit bored and now that we have a new keyboard i can update. Recently nothing's been new jon and i are starting to put our plans into stone and we r planning on taking a cruise in febuary with some friends of ours before the one leaves for the navy. work has started to get slow but that was expected bc the weather is starting to get colder. Nothing fun and exciting so far. Oh wait this is happy news i saw Jenna friday night at the Homecoming game I was sooooooo happy to see her. School is getting more exciting senior video is starting to pick up and in music theory my song is starting to take form and matt and i decided today that we are going to do whiskey Lullaby together and maybe one other song broken by seether and amy lee. Well i have to go i wanted to check out the cruise thing so must run.

Current mood: indescribable

Thursday, September 23, 2004

1:17PM - we picked a date

HAPPINESS WE DID IT WE PICKED THE DATE!!!!! so meg u must save this date: MAY 14,2006!!!!!! Im soooo excited we have to start some major shopping and planning. Well g2g ttyl call me and leave me a message on my cell.

Current mood: ecstatic

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

12:55PM - all shoulsd go to hell u kno who u r

What i write is true all bought my life thats it! Who fucking cares who i marry or my opinions of ppl. FUCK U ALL ANSD BITCH MY HUBBY WANTED 2 IM U STUPID. Neway im so tired fthe doctrs office... i kno my disks are slipping out of place. neways got bored and took another quiz look at this:
ex v
You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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Current mood: irritated

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

4:17PM - lalala

i feel like dsoin sumthin wild tonight mayb racin will get it out of my system oh yea look at this:
You're a "Red Angel" and just because
it's red doesn't mean blood or something.
Actually, it stands for an angel in love.
You're obsessed with one person and can't get
your mind off them and it's eating you away a
little. You'd do anything for them and wait
patiently for the day they return the feelings.
You're a hopeless romantic and little things
like roses and hugs charm you. You're very
affectionate but you're shy. You're afraid of
getting rejected. Think if it this way, the
brave may not live forever but the catious
never live at all. Don't be afraid to show your
feelings. (If you cannot see the picture, go to
my homepage and scroll down near the bottom. I
have the results from all my quizess that have

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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Current mood: wild

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

5:14PM - AhHHHH

I founds out the worset news today instead of 2 ppl doing the senior video theres gonna be 6! Howevewr bridsgewt ands i are editors everyone else just takes pictures. Well i have to go gotta get ready for work.

Current mood: cranky

Monday, September 13, 2004

4:18PM - Senior Video

Today is a happy day. I went to ask to run workshops for backstage and to work on the senior video and both were a yes. I cant wait... I will be workin on the video with bridget and we are both so excited. We start taking pictures at the pep assembly and other events so im excited. I cant wait. Cant wait for backstage ethier cuz its just so much fun. Bridget is just as excited as i am and we both cant wait. However on a sadder note backstage wont be the same bc we dont have megan anymore and its my senior musical oh i could start crying now. Well gotta go ttyl.

Current mood: restless

Sunday, September 12, 2004

11:31AM - oh happiness

I FINALLY GOT MY ENGAGMENT SET! its a necklace and ring with a blue sapphire w/ dimondes w/ a silver chain and silver band! I cant wait for u to see it meg. And in case i didnt say it b4 CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL AKRON TECHIES HO WORKED ON MEET ME IN ST. LOUIS! WE TOOK 1ST PLACE!

Current mood: hyper

Wednesday, September 8, 2004

4:26PM - schools in

yeah im finally a senior! classesd arent bad; im the only girl in music theory and im also taking journalism and comp awarness kinda boring but oh well. im tiresd so im write more tom.

Current mood: sleepy

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

5:39PM - like any other day

nothing to special went on today did palities with katrina and stayed there til 5. I was having fun until she asked me if i could babysit friday but only if jon didnt come. He has always been allowed to babysit with me the kids absoultly LOVE HIM TO DEATH! katrina has another girl named tiffany to bbysit but tiffany isnt very responsible. Anyways im sso sad i read the comment megan posted on my journal and i cant stop crying now, i miss you so much and im sry about school. BUt on a happier note jon and i are finally looking into appartments so if u ever need a place to crash i will give you jons # and u can crash with us. JUst as soon as we find a place we have on in mind already. OMG I was talkin to jenna one day and she said that Lesile was staying at home for college. How much do u want to bet that she will always live at her parents house! Wow i dont know where that came from... kinda scary im being bitter without even being provoked. Anyways I have some research to do to make sure when i move out my mom cant call the cops and have me brought back. Megan hang in there and i will call u tonight i promise! Dont give up hope!

Current mood: stressed

Saturday, August 28, 2004


I cant believe that its alrady 1 pm. Granted i was out with Katrina and the kids, see we were suppose to take the kids to a carnval but it was an hour wai to get in and then another hour and a half to do anything. Poor Katrina had to turn around bc alisha has to be at the football feild by 315 so we wouldnt have had the time. The kids were really upset but they r going to go to McDonalds anywys so they should be prety happy. Well gotta go time to go shopping.

Current mood: sleepy

Friday, August 27, 2004


Meg im gonna miss you everything is gonna be so different without you especially backstage! Ok i had to say that so megan will know i will miss her...On the other hand Rachel will be gone yepie! Time for the happy dancce... Anyways cant wait for backstage to start, unfourtantly i have to wait until after christams break to start. I cant wait for new years ethier my frined Katrina is going to have a New Years eve party and this year im styain the night so i dont miss anything good plus the next day is Alisha bday so i can spend sometime with her, hopefully jon and i wont be to hung over lol. I cant believe how hot it is outside but thankfully its the perfect night to go to the drive in's. No clue what we r going to see but we will figure that out when we get there. We already saw with out a paddle OMG SOOOO FUNNY. We took Stoner, her and I laughed so hard. Well i have to go get ready ttyl.

Current mood: hot

Thursday, August 26, 2004

3:39PM - ahh so hard to excerise in this heat

omg it was so fun thou.Katrina alsiha Alexis and Zachery all did palities and yoga and we laughed the whole time. im actually here at Katrinas now with a house full of kids lol im having fun thou. got my schdule and everything a few days ago. Cant wait its my senior year. Well gotta go.

Current mood: mellow

Tuesday, August 24, 2004


Today was sooo crazy! i went over to my friend's house and played with the kids, they r soo energetic, especially Alexis. Most 2 yr olds are though lol she kept me running all day. Poor Zac wanted me to play and Alexis kept hitting me in the butt. I was soo ready for a nap when the kids took one, but instead i helped Katrina bake a peach tart and we looked at some wedding dresses and i found the one im going to wear for my wedding. Brides maids dresses are in the air still! Well I have to go kitty is pinning me down again so im thinking of going back to my friend's house.

Current mood: exhausted

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